Confusion

Are these feelings really real,
Or is it just the way I feel.
Sitting silently all alone,
Sick of waiting for the phone.

Is it me or in my head,
Is it something I have said.
I cant help but get it wrong,
My life is the same old song.

Constant worries are in my mind,
Problems I always seem to find.
If there is a crisis you can guarantee,
It will end up involving me eventually.

All I want is the quiet easy life,
No hassles worries or any old strife.
So once again I try to tell myself,
Oh well at least you have your health?!