I loved this poem, especially this bit,

There is no love, no feelings, so thats why i'm doing something to relieve me..

its obviously something quite personal and important and deeply felt, and i'm not gonna say 'evrythin wil b avsolutely fine, it will all gte better' bcuz tht either makes ppl feel worse or gives them false hopes n expectations. what i will say is tht u hav a gr8 talent n if i ever hear u hav stopped writin i will personally call the police bcuz its a crime 2 waste ur mind. ;0)

good work, keep goin.

xX