On the inside i died

You cut me up on the outside,
When I'm breaking on the inside,
You may think I lied,
But long ago I died,
Only because I tried,
To keep my pride,
Still all I could do was hide,
So in a corner I cried,
Until my tears had dried,
As I could never be a bride,
From commitment I shied,
Because I had been defied,
and no one was on my side,

So in the same corner I quietly died,
On the inside