Sorry mommy

by Passionate   Dec 7, 2005


Sorry mommy i didn't mean to be me, sorry mommy the bruise i thought they wouldn't see, sorry mommy i don't want to leave. sorry mommy for the words that escaped, sorry mommy for my screams, sorry for my messes, sorry that daddy left us. I'm sorry mommy for who i am , sorry mommy but now i'm dead. . . . .

& now that I'm dead you don't have to worry about me, my battered face you no longer have to see. across your mind no longer flows that thought of me. inside my heart the feelings run, that although in this chair i sit i am still gone, i am not in your head, no longer lie in my bed, am no longer a worry on your soul, no longer here to put on a show. i don't have to be fake where i am, i don't have to cry. so don't feel sorry that you were never there, just thank God i ended up here.

* so yeah i tried to make my point come across as that my mom and i were never close, and now that I've grown older and realize this, that I'm sorry i was a waist of time.*.. please comment and vote, i always return the favor!

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  • 18 years ago

    by Crystal

    Thankx for commenting on my poem. I am sorry for what you go through with your mom. This is a great poem. Keep your head up high, you are worth something in this world, your mom just doesn't realize what she is missing out on. If ya ever need to talk, my email address is frogchik@gmail.com Keep up the good work

  • 18 years ago

    by my name is Llama

    Awww i'm sure u weren't a waste of time, i bet there are alot of ppl out there who think u mean the world to them, anyway g8 peom keep up the gud work.
    come check out mine if ya have time
    lots of love eddi
    xoxo

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