In your mind....?

What is going through your mind? was every kiss a waist in Time? did you just lie about your feelings for me? is this why it hurt(s)? don't you see that i am still here, pushing through, never stepping away? don't you see my faith? what is in your mind, are you needing me or wanting me to leave you be? are you trying to pi** me off, or are you trying to not make the mistakes i made? what is in your mind with me and you?

this ones not really done, i just cant get the right words, so I'll try again later. sry.