I want to see my friends,
But along with them comes the people,
Who hurt me again and again.
And my birthdays coming soon,
And Ill have to face my fears,
And along with that comes more tears.
My pain is so real,
But yet Im so numb,
And I cant feel the pain inside,
Thats eating me alive.
My life is going by,
And yet all I do is cry.
I have no happiness,
My life is filled with emptiness.
My heart has been torn,
My soul has yet to be reborn.
My love has not yet come true,
So I spend my spare time dreaming of you.
I wish and hope to be loved and wanted,
I need to have a purpose to continue with all this taunting.
I need to know what I mean to those,
To those of you what do I mean to you?
Do I mean anything,
Or am I just another fling?
Am I worthless,
Or worth a lot?
Am worth a tear,
And years of fears?
Am I worth the risk,
And possible consequence?
I think its worth it to love,
But what are you thinking of?
To love and lose is our goal,
Its our life,
Its what we live for.
