I guess not

I thought you would be by my side through thick and thin
But I guess not

I thought I was your friend
But I guess not

You make my stomach do flip flops when you get mad at me
Sometimes I feel like crying

Sometimes you do something wrong but I find a place in my heart to forgive
Why cant you

I thought we would start high school together
But I guess not

yoU dont know how many nights I stay awake and think about why your not my friend
yoU jus dont

yoU might not believe all this but its true
Youll never now the pain you caused me

I always dreamt about how I would go to high school with you
But you crushed my dreams

One day youre my friends the next day youre hanging up on me
Ur rude to me one day the next day your nice to me
Sometimes I feel like your using me
U jus donâ??t know the pain u cause in my heart
U jus donâ??t

Donâ??t think somebody told me but I no youâ??re using me
Sometimes I think why I still b nice to u when u use me
I found the reason
U no why, because everyday I hope that u would become a true friend instead of one thatâ??s causes me pain
While Iâ??m doing this u donâ??t know the pain u cause in ma heart
Thereâ??s a tear in my eye
But u wouldnâ??t now that now would you?
Iâ??m sure u wouldnâ??t

I no that the next day in class youâ??ll probably give me the silent treatment
But the thing Iâ??ll no for the rest of my life is the pain u caused in my heart
I donâ??t know what I did to get you made but I guess youâ??re just like that
Getting mad at me for the stupidest things
The pain u cause me I hope one day youâ??ll feel it

By; Vinuja