Sooner or later

This isnt much of a bedroom
just a place for me to hide
nothing ever can compare
to all the tears ive cried

I lied when I said i was happy
I lied when I said I was fine
I dont see why it matters
Its no ones life but mine

Im tired of pretending
how can you not see
the person i am everyday
isnt reallly me

I found a way to deal with things
Its the wrong way, i know
hopefully itll be over soon
although the process will be slow

I need everything to be okay
I need everything to be alright
one day things will be better
but its going to be a fight

Im going to find a reason to smile
ill search a little more each day
i hope that everything will start to change
i think maybe im going to stay

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let me know what you think. thanks!