Things need to change

For the first time in a long time
I really smiled today
It didnt really help things
I know its not going to stay

The only thing thats going to stay
Are the marks and scars that show
I havent thought about it much
But I think its time to go

Maybe itll make things harder
Or maybe itll be okay
I dont think it matters
Would you even notice if I went away

Things used to be so easy
What am I going to do
I hate that things are changing
I think I really need you

I need a new way to deal with things
Because what Im doing is wrong
I tried to get away from this
But its been happening for way to long

Im tired of this happening
Someone needs to see
Im not asking for all that much
I just want to be me

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let me know what you think. thanks.