And there are many memories we've shared
but f**k it who really cares
I'm not the girl I use to be
always running away hiding form me
don't look at me like you do
because there is nothing you can do
watch my pain drip in blood
because its the only way I can cry
that's the truth, I don't know why,
judge me as you please,
because I'm already on my knees,
but don't look at me like I lost
because this fight isn't over yet,
I try and try to seek my strength
somehow I need to find some faith
don't take my hand and lead the way
I can keep fighting for another day
I don't need your sympathy
never did than and never will again,
cant you see in on my knees
so throw any comment you please
because you will see
this is not the way it will be
give me time
and you will find
that this moment wont stay in my mind
see the pain in my eyes
oh how bad I want to cry
but I must stay strong
for showing weakness
is so wrong
you'll see my shame drip in blood
because crying isn't my game
I must never show real pain
that's the way I am
I cant be who you want me to be
because that wont be the real me
don't feel sorry
its not your fault
I wont grab your hand
when I fall
watch my tears stream down my face
see they're gone in a trace
