I'll Cry

I'll cry,
I'll shed a tear,
That is when no one's near.
I don't want them to see what has become of me.
It seems to be all that I do now.
It's replaced the cutting,
But I hate it so much more.
It's something I don't like to show,
Not even to you.
On nights like these I wanna give up.
On nights like these I want someone to hold me close.
Someone to make that pain go away.
You're not here.
So I cry.
I shed another tear.
There lies my true fear;
People seeing me frowning and being all down.
So by myself,
I'll cry.
I'll shed a tear.
And when morning comes,
I'll act like there was nothing,
Nothing at all to fear.