I Still...

When the sun shines bright and the sky is blue
I still find myself thinking of you.

Reminiscing on memories of what used to be
I still find myself lost inside of me.

I still remember how you needed time to put me in the past
Deep inside are hopes and dreams that we will one day last.

I still see your heart though it does not speak my name,
But no one in the world could add up their loves just not the same.

I can see you got someone else on your mind
I still search for love in you that i just cant seem to find.

You know that i still love you but you act like you don't know
I hate being in the position where i am forced to let you go.

The truth is that i cant i tried but didn't succeed
Why would i want to let go of something in my life that i seem to really need.

I still hold onto memories they are close to heart
And i will hold them everyday that we are apart.

Even though you did me wrong i still wish you the best
As i sit and pray to god that he will let me rest.

I tried to make you happy but it seems to me i failed
I'm still trying to let go but my love is what prevailed.

The thought of you with someone else makes me really sad
As i sit and think you were all i ever wanted you were all i ever had.

I still make wishes any chance i get
I still don't know how ill ever forget.

The love you showed me that i know to be real
Then it all turned to nothing only the pain i feel.

For everything i gave for the happiness i did strive
After so many years of being dead you helped me feel alive.

It still breaks my heart to know this good thing didn't last
And how easily you gave up and i became your past.

I still wish you the best and take advantage of it all
Please don't be like me and let someone make you fall.

I still reminisce on good times but yet how you caused me strife
I need to understand your gone and that is just my life.

I still have hope that you will come back and maybe pull me through
But even though my hopes are up I'm still in love with you!

*Thanks for reading this i really appreciate it* m/L