It's time to make a change!
At least that's what I tell myself each day.
But for some reason
I never take a big enough
step and things just continue on the same way.
At this rate I'll never get the things out of life that I've been dreaming of all my life.
I'll never see my name printed
on paper under
the words written by.
I don't have much to be
proud of except my poetry and
my child. My poetry may not ever be published, but it's
still mine to keep, it's the only talent that
I have and it's what makes me feel free. I
have so many thoughts bottled up in my mind, that sometimes I jumble over my rhymes. I
try to get them out before I forget and I
hope that each word that I write shows
my feelings and my strengths . I want to
travel the around the world and experience
new and different way's to create a new
novel or poem in each and every state . I don't want to have so much fear trapped up
inside. Fear of aging another year or the
fear of not wanting to die. I try to keep
that part of me trapped up inside not
wanting anyone to hear my poor sobs, or my wretched,broken cry.
