I can but i cant

I can laugh off my problems until they start to fade
But i cant laugh off some of the choices that you made.

I can laugh now that you left and gone away
But i cant laugh because you always promised that you'd stay.

I can laugh at the fact of how you hurt me more and more
But i cant laugh because you said you didn't want me anymore.

I can laugh at all your hurtful words and all your lies
But i cant laugh because you made my world fall down right in front of my eyes.

I can laugh at how you ripped my heart from me
But i cant laugh because you said we'd always be.

I can laugh now that you stripped me of my life
But i cant laugh at the fact that ill never be your wife.

I can laugh at how i believed everything you said
But i cant laugh now that it plays over in my head.

I can laugh because love is never what it seems
But i cant laugh because now you stripped me of my dreams.

I can laugh at everything and all that we been through
But i cant laugh at the fact that I'm still in love with you.

I can laugh now because my heart is cold and black
But i cant laugh at the fact that you're gone and never coming back!