I don't know what is wrong with me.
i don't know why i am down.
i don't understand why i cry each day
i don't know why i have a frown.
just little things upset me.
all of a sudden these days.
I'm trying to work it out.
its pissing me off in every way.
i cant find the words to explain so i just write down how i feel.
i don't know whats going on in my head.
i seem to forget what is real.
I'm confused as hell.
its getting bad.
things are messing with my head.
not to mention my dad.
i don't know how to tell him.
the way i feel inside.
he just tries to make it better with money.
but i cant believe his lies.
i love him so much. he just will never know.
he doesn't listen to what i say.
he just always lets it go.
he says to my mum, you say their your kids so you can deal.
when we hear these words you say how are we supposed to feel?
unwanted? hurt? or just not loved?
actually right now i am feeling all of the above.
