I Just Wish

I just wish,
That someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i,
Could go through,
With it.
So that I,
Could fill my hand,
With them.
So that I,
Could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I just want,
To curl up,
Cry my heart out and die.
I have nothing left,
Everything,
Is leaving me.
My heart has been,
Ripped,
From my body.
My spirit,
Has been,
Stolen.
And my happiness,
Has disapeared,
From me.

I just wish,
That someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i,
Could go through,
With it.
So that I,
Could fill my hand,
With them.
So that I,
Could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

He's not here,
Anymore,
At all.
We can't be together,
Because of,
Them.
We can't,
See each other,
Like we used to.
We can't hold each other,
And make things,
Feel better.

I just wish,
That someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i,
Could go through,
With it.
So that I,
Could fill my hand,
With them.
So that I,
Could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I need him here,
To hold,
And hug.
To feel his arms,
Around me,
In a tight embrace.
To hear him,
Whisper,
Sweet nothings in my ear.
To run my hands,
Through his hair,
And tell him I love him.

I just wish,
That someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i,
Could go through,
With it.
So that I,
Could fill my hand,
With them.
So that I,
Could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I need him,
But can't,
Have him.
And it hurts,
More than,
I ever thought it could.
I just want him,
That's all,
Have him by my side.
But I can't,
And it's tearing,
Me apart.

I just wish,
That someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i,
Could go through,
With it.
So that I,
Could fill my hand,
With them.
So that I,
Could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.