You instead of me

If i could flip the script in hopes that you'd finally see
What its like to have fallen someone instead of me.

I would do all these things so you would know
What its like not to be able to let someone go.

Say things were different and i switched things around
So you would be the one asking the questions with answers still unfound.

So you would see what its like to have someone leave
So you would know what its like to lose everything you believe.

So you would know what its like to have a cold and shattered heart
So you would see what its like to have your whole world fall apart.

So your heart would be cold and turn pitch black
And you'd see the one you love leave with no intentions of coming back.

And you'd be the one at home waiting for my call
And id come into your life and leave leaving you with nothing to show at all.

Except a broken heart and you'll never be the same
And alot of hurtful memories that'll drive you totally insane.

A cold and tired life with which you cannot take
And alot of sleepless nights with which you Ly awake.

You sit up at night and cry thinking about the past
And how the best thing in your life just didn't seem to last.

And you'd be the one left cold and all alone
When someone Else's heart was the place that you called home,

But you don't know this because you don't hear my cries
And you weren't there when my world turned to shit right in front of my eyes.

Because you were the one that left and simply walked away
When deep down inside my heart i was begging you to stay.

Instead you didn't listen and you failed to hear
The crying of my heart that was almost crystal clear.

Crying out for help because you were my all
Instead you left and walked away and alone i had to fall.

But say things were different and i switched things around
So you would know what its like to have your heart dismantled and shoved into the ground.

Even if i did this you would never see
What its like to have fallen.......you instead of me!!

*Amber Joy*