What I Can't Have

I wish I could say the things I wanted to say
without you laughing at me.
but my heart is so broken
tears down my face
because we will never be
nobody cares, I\'m all alone in this world, it seems like another yesterday, the phone rings I\'m waiting for your number to show on the caller id and I\'m waiting for you to say its okay.
but what i cant have, is the thing that hurts me the most, it haunts me and i need it so bad
but if i had you, ud make it all better, but i cant have you and it makes me so mad.
the things i could say to you are so horrible no doubt.
but if i scream you wont hear me
you don\'t even look when i shout.
I\'m unnoticeable to you. you tore my heart in two. and now were thru bcuz i cant have u.
what i cant have makes me the saddest girl in the world, at least my world. and not many people are in my world because nobody notices me. i lost my heart, my whole heart. and i will never be the same. until god calls my name,
your smile will haunt me forever.