My Broken Christmas

This month on the 25th
wont be like the others
i wont be surrounded by
presents or people who love
each other

my mom is out of prison
and out of work to, i cant
buy my family presents
theres just no more i can do

I cant buy my boyfriend
a present, for the love that
he has shown, the first time
that he kissed me, my heart
began to blow

I know this poem is stupid
but thats my Christmas this year.
Ugly Christmas tree, no Santa
or reindeer

Didn't think it would be like this
the pain and the remarks
Didn't think this Christmas
I would have an arm full of
scars

But that just goes to show you
that life's not how you planned
there's not always people
who'll love you and want to lend
a hand.

I lost my little baby about
3 weeks ago, she would
have been my Christmas present
but it was her time to go

Friends from near and far
don't truly even care
they don't care in torn inside
and my once happy heart
is bare

So to you all, i tell you
this Christmas will really
suck. but i wish you all the best
and give you all my luck.