I Hate Me

I hate the person in the mirror
who's staring back at me
I hate that she's trapped
i wish to set her free

I hate the way she laughs
for it always sounds fake
I hate the way she cries
because it brings me heart ache

I hate the way she looks
because she bulimic and pale
I hate the way she talks
because her voice sounds so stale

I hate the way she acts
so secret and shy
I hate the way she thinks
she always wants to die

I hate the way she hides...
hides all the scars
I hate the way shes scared
locked behind bars

Behind bars of pain
of tears and regret
behind bars of sadness
one's she'll never forget

So to all of you
who pay no attention
to all of you who don't want
redemption

Do not cry when i am gone
you didn't notice i was here
you didn't care to see me laugh
and you never saw the tears