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by CrAzY GiRl Dec 8, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
In a state of depression i try to clear my mind sanity is barely visible common sense is hard to find the pain is so unbearable sometimes i want to die all that i can do is lay in bed and cry i need someone to trust one true friend maybe they can help me to put this to an end my mind is going blank my memories turning hazy if i don't find some one soon i think i might go crazy the pain is quickly growing I'm feeling kind of weak i just want someone there for me love is all i seek i look at the shiny blade stained by all my tears thinking about my life and how this will end my fears then the memories come flooding back its stuck in my head theres no use in killing myself cause I'm already DEAD!!!