Stains and scars

A color of red
Thick and bold
Its so cold
On my bloodstained clothes

A dryness of clear
no longer in happiness
As i go into sadness
As i close my tear stained eyes

Closed cuts
not from knifes
Though i feel like I've lost lives
as i look at my flesh bound scars

Closed Emotions
Not from what i lack
As though I've been stabbed in the back
As i realize my soul bound scars

Stains from pains
Pains from wants
Wants from friends
friends who wanted me to feel pain and left stains

Scars from inflictions
inflictions from happenings
Happenings from my family
Family who happened to inflict scars upon me