79: Dark Night

On This Cold Dark Night
I Lie Here Looking At He Star Filled Sky
I Wish For A Better Life
As I Wish For This Everything Gets A Bit Darker.
And I Shall Have Always Wished
That I Had Felt Loved
For My Life Has Been Shit
I Have Been Bugged And Pushed By All
As I Remember How Mom And Dad Have Done The Most
Things Start To Get Darker
All I Wanted Was To Be With Someone
To Have Felted Cared And Loved
And To Be Wanted
But This Can Never Be
But I Remember There's Someone In My Life
As I Pull Out The Bloody Knife
I Think... What have I Done
Everything Has Gone Black
Just Like My Very Soul
And The Puddle Grows Bigger
I Shall Die Under The Star Filled Sky
And I Shall Always Remember You
As The Bloody Knife Falls To The Ground
No One Shall Shed A Tear For Me
My Death Shall Fall Upon Caring Eyes...
My Soul Slowly Fades
Into The Unforgiving Abyss