My Beautiful Mask

"Your so strong"
"I would never be able to be as strong as you"
"You are the strongest person i know"
Thats what their saying

Which is exactly what i want them to think
that i'm okay
that nothing going to keep me down
but it is

He is the reason i cry
the reason i question my life
i don't want to disappoint him
more then i already have

If you want the truth you just have to open your eyes
and see through my mask
the one i carry around and wear
every single day of my life

I hate my mask
but its my last resort,
last resort of keeping everything in
and prevent my true feelings from showing