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by ashley buzzard   Dec 9, 2005


My life divided
when i was young
how could i decide
which one to call home

never knowing my dad
i chose me mom
it made me sad
but what else could i do

you were so cool
we'd go shopping
pick me up from school
just like a friend

things were changing
nothing the same
my life i was hating
seeing a world of shame

i was done
i needed to know my dad
i wanted to have fun
or id always be sad

you were great
you let me be me
never were you fake but
there was something i didn't see

always away
you had her
you never could stay
at first i was like sure

but she took y our
showed you something new
blinding you
and now I'm through

you have for me no trust
i cant live with that
all you can see is lust
i cant handle that shat

you think I'm a liar
were do you get that
or is it just her you desire
take a look further inside

news flash
time to wake up
i fell like you think
I'm a piece of trash

ambers not the only one
theres another daughter
and don't forget your son
he misses you too

i moved back
with my mom
maybe there i would feel love
boy was i wrong

I'm on a mission
to find myself
its a big decision
deciding who you are

its difficult
when I'm stuck at home
you act like I'm in a cult
let me be free

what happened
to the way it used to be
your life's destroyed
i wish you could see

you deserve better
you need real love
you should get a letter
how often do you here
"i still care"

fix your life
so i can have mine
let me be me
so i can shine

i wanna feel
like i actually belong
i just wanna go home
were ever that may be

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