The girl of my dreams

I can close my eyes and see this beautiful woman. The picture is so perfect in my head its almost as if I could just reach out my arms and wrap them around her. When I close my eyes I so badly want to kiss her. I just want to feel her in my arms. I can smell her perfume, her shampoo I can almost feel her arms around me I can see the love in her beautiful brown eyes. But when I open my eyes shes not there, my arms are empty. I close my eyes again just hoping shell be there, but the harder I try to see her the less visible she becomes. I give up and continue my day. At night I lay down and on my pillow her sent lingers. I close my eyes and try to sleep. Sleep comes at a price because I know that when I close my eyes I will see her but when the morning comes shes gone again. Some nights I try not to sleep, so I don't have to wake up without her there. Those nights fighting to keep my eyes open just brings her closer and I give up and sleep knowing that the second I wake I will not find her. I love this women with more of me than I ever knew existed. Shes real I promise you that but in my eyes shes a dream...my dream. If I could, if it were the only way, I would give anything to sleep forever because I know that when I close my eyes shes there the girl of my dreams.