Untitled poem

So here I am
Alone in the dark once more
Crying my hunger in the night
Deadly afraid, the fear of light

Cut me open
See what's inside
My small black heart tearing aside
Reach in, Rip it out
I wont feel a thing
There is no doubt

Sew me up
Stitch by stitch
Just one more scar to add to the list
Then grab a knife and slash my wrist
Please oh please it is my one true wish

Dead inside I feel no pain
Nothingness is what flows down my drain
After each cut
After each purge
Nothingness is all I comprehend

Free from this life
The thought to end it all
Brings a smile to my face
Especially with a fuking knife!