Any more, i dont know what to say, let along what to think,
My life is wasting away like a boat soon to sink.
Everything is disappearing, my family and friends,
All of the pain, inside and out, it never ends.
No matter if the pain outside is there or not,
The flame on the inside always burns hot.
I try to forget it, just let it pass my mind by,
But it never really matters how hard i try.
No matter what i do; no matter what i say,
The internal pain is here and here to stay.
The outside will be alright, I'll be soon to recover,
It never fails to be over after you have to suffer.
But i still dont understand, and I'm yet to find out,
Why its me who has to feel all this pain and doubt.
I thought maybe when i hurt, i could turn to you,
What I've come to find out is that this isn't true.
You dont care any more than the rest,
So I'll leave you here with this knife at my chest.
