Forget about me..

Laying here..
wondering why..
i had to be here for this..
i never wanted to get involved..
i had no choice..

saying things i don't mean..
being pissed when i shouldn't be..
you have a life..
as i can see..
but it still hurts me deeply..

i love you..
don't you see..
i would die for this friendship..
i would die for your life..
you have things to live for..

i may act like I'm happy..
but really i am sad..
when i am mad..
I'm just sad..
when I'm sad I'm just mad..

it may not make sense..
to a lot of people..
but i get it..
for i have felt it all my life..
you barely ever did..

you got the looks..
the brains..
the guy..
the life..
the friends..

the friends except me..
you don't need me..
so just let my arm go..
your too awesome for me..
I'm just a nobody..

so go have fun..
forget about me..
let me be..
the no one i am..
i love you..