Deaf Lies

Why should I believe u when all u do is lie
why should I give u another chance like I did last time

what u gave
was a gift
from a love
who was sick
sick of love
nothing to feel
but jealousy

the past is clear
it reminds me of why I’m here
its right in front of me
all I had to do was confront you
of all my mistakes
and all my issues

I’m sorry its taking this long
for me to become myself
I believe everything was wrong
but that’s just me, and no one else

what you say
is what I hear
everyday
to the ones you fear
just stand up
and never back away

when the moment was right
I blew everything by
I couldncould that clear
but I will next time

so please
forgive me for what I believe
just let time freeze
and we will see our future with ease

I can remember that one day
that one time
when the first time I said
I love you

We were on the play ground
sliding down the slides
we slid down together
just like a real ride

I remember you were on top of me
and I was on the bottom
I looked in your eyes
and without any thought
the words just came out
"I love you"

The look on your face
was like none I have ever seen
still to this day
I still have never seen it again

I was so in love
for the first time
I always thought about it
but never till this time

almost 2 years have past
the just went to fast
for me to catch up
was one of the hardest task

you moved on
and made new friends
while I sat inside
with no friends cuz I waCZn love with you

I loved you more
more than u will ever no
just like before
when we played in the snow

I cant imagine myself without you
but the pain you caused
was the worst pain of all
my heart was crushed
when I found out the call

its hard to explain
how I feel
its like a pain
but just way to real

I love you
I always will
but my problems
have to heal

I’m sorry
I just cant do this
every memory
every kiss
will be greatly missed

from the first time we kissed
till the last time we hugged
this I can promise
you will be my number one

just give me the time
to put this together
it fell apart
when we were together

I don’t no who I am
or why I’m here
I did before
before one year

sorry
I don’t want you to worry
sorry
but I have to leave
but not to leave u to worry

ill be back
when I’m older
ill be that same guy
you fell in love with over again

goodbye now
just remember
u will always be in my heart
I will always put u in my head
I love u
and goodbye