Oh baby, my heart cries for you so so so much. I was exactly where you are now, and yes it is hell. I love you sweetie so so so much. It is so hard to fight the blades addiction so so so hard and yet it takes everything you have ever loved away. Please talk to me whenever you need to, and if there is ANYTHING at all I can do to help you through this I will be more than happy to. The road back is so hard to travel but you can do it, and I want to help in whatever way I can. also to help you might want to read my poems because I love you and A cutter's Price tag. They say what I am trying to express to you much better. I really love you hunny and I wish I could just hold you in a hug forever and let you cry away the pain and feel loved and safe b/c I know that is what I always wanted. Remember if you need ANYTHING, just comment to me (my email link up is down.) I check this site everyday so I will get it. Good luck baby, God bless you!

-Mikochan

Really good poem, i know it is so difficult to fight this addiction, but try and stay strong huni,
take care xxx