Something Bad Is Happening...

The thought of food disgusts me
but i don't know whats wrong
never have i felt this way
So lost and so not strong

I can eat almost anything
but then my stomach churns
Something bad is happening...
the sight of food, it burns

I never even asked for this
I feel sicker everyday
The doctor says its only me
And that everything's okay

My parents do not even know
I am afraid to get them scared
My body is fading itself away
I feel so sick and unprepared

Through everyone I was envied
From my body to my face
Yet wishing i was skinnier
Has brought me out of place

I never meant to do this
Just one day I forced it away
But now its my biggest habit
And I do it everyday

The tears they keep on falling
My jeans don't wanna fit
Somethings really wrong with me
And i don't like it not one bit

I walk up to the mirror
So surprised at what I see
This is not what should've happened
Oh no, that cant be me...