Waiting to be mend

Why live another day when there is no love?
When there is no god in the heaven up above
Why should I survive
When you have taken so many lives?

Answers to my questions, you can never give
Yet, you expect me to live
Live for what?
The d e a t h that is waiting to be my cure?
Or live for your love that I know will never be pure?

You have broken my heart in this game, I know
In this ocean of love, I no longer wish to flow

Every time our eyes met, I knew we had something deep
But never did I imagine all those feelings would make me weep
Endless nights without sleep
You won't understand, all those feelings let me keep

I don't want to see you anymore
I was lost for a while in your glore
Your love was apparently fake
Now, there is nothing I can give and nothing that I want to take

Life, for me, has nothing new
I thought it had once give me the best gift *you*

These tragedies are all a part of me
My pain, my wounds, you'll never see
So, this is how I want it to end
My soul, ready to die, but my heart still waiting to be mend