I miss you,
It's all getting inside.
No matter how I try to forget,
I can't accept the fact that you have died.
For that man, that heartless boy,
Caused you to feel the pain he brought.
I still don't understand why you did it,
When the temptation you'd tried to faught.
Causing you to slit your wrists,
To let the blood run free.
Died next to the rush of the waves,
Where you would rather want to be.
The place of where you first saw him,
From where he once had loved you.
The last time I had heard you laugh,
And the appearance to the wrist you drew.
You'd thought it would take it all away,
"I'll feel much better," You would say,
But you soon got addicted,
So much for you to die today.
The waves were calling you,
To get washed off where you belong,
You gave me one last smile,
Told me to be strong.
How can I? When you've gone,
I smile painfully hoping it will go,
A nightmare that has taken place,
Causing my self-esteem to go down low.
I wish you are there by my side,
My friend that you are.
But I know it'll never happen,
The connection has now gone far.
