Over Tyme~

I just started last night.
An I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Thinking, I need it now,
But their was no way i could.

When I feel the pain,
It hurts ya, but feels good in a way.

I look to see the blood,
Just to see if I've done it good.

I'm hesitant at first,
But I just want more.

I think about all that I've lost,
How I've been hurt over tyme,

I would just try to deal,
But I can't anymore~