Bleed Black and Cry Red

Now bleeding I see black
And crying I see red,
I feel myself passing,
As I lie on my bed.

They all think that I'm different,
Thats what you just said,
But we all look the same,
When we all lie there dead.

Now when I bleed it turns black,
When my corpse cries it turns red,
Now I try to forget,
Every word that you said.

Except those many last lines,
When you thought I lay dead,
The ones you said to my grave,
The ones Ill never forget.

You looked down at the earth,
And you laughed sad enough,
Your tears dripped down your face,
As you tried to look tough.

You said Baby Im sorry,
That I led you to believe,
That they didnt love you,
That everyone wouldnt grieve.

Cause I know thats not right,
And when I talk about you,
Everyone wish youd come back,
And I know that its true.

Cause I know you were depressed,
I shouldnt have pushed you,
After the night that we kissed,
I practically shoved you right through.

The last couple strands,
Of life that did bind,
Your last bit of hope,
vanishing peace of mind.

And I know you now bleed black,
Out of veins long since closed,
The tears run out of your eyes,
As red as your clothes.

Now remember Nina dear,
That when we all stop to pray,
Well pray you didnt feel fear,
On that fateful fcuking day.

And I know its all my fault,
That youre lying in your grave,
That you cried every night,
And that you bled every day.

But I hope that youll forgive me,
And everyone of my friends,
We all need to be forgiven,
Before we all meet our ends.

None of us want to meet,
You on the other side,
With vengeance on your lips,
And revenge by your side.

So sleep tight my dear,
Ghostly silent as a dove,
And know we all pray for you,
All of us here up above.

Then I see him walk away,
As if Im looking down from up high,
And I forgive him in my heart,
As I take to the sky.