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All these tears have so much to say,
They come out uncontrollably day after day,

They drip to the floor around where I sit,
The pieces of my life just dont seem to fit.

I smile on the outside, for everyone to see,
But on the inside I long to be free.

Hoping to be free from the mask that I hide,
I always dream my life will subside.

The truth no one will ever know,
My problems I will never show.

I hid behind all these lies
Hoping no one will see me cry.

No one will know of all these tears that stream
And no one will ever hear me scream.

I keep all my emotions bottled up inside
Dont want anyone to know how I feel, thats why I hide.

But one day Im going to just explode
I try so hard, but I cant get out of this mode.

Im not sure if I can do it
Before long, Im jut going to split.

I dont know exactly why
But soon Im going to have to say good-bye

I dont know why it is I cant trust
But pretty soon, Im going to combust.

Everyday I live a lie,
And every day, a little at a time, I seem to die.

Im trying to be strong
But I feel I just dont belong

I hide behind this face I put on every day
Trying to fool you in every possible way.

This I do try to ignore,
But I dont think I can take it anymore

I try not to blow my exposure
But each day Im losing my exposure

Im sick and tired of playing pretend
When is this finally going to end?

I think its my time to move on
So do not worry when Im gone

No one will know of all my pain
As my tears start to pour out like rain

I cant live this life
So just give me something to end my strife

No one will see the blood I bleed,
And now no one will see the inside of me

Because on this very exact date,
My life was taken by my fate....

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