This is me open for all to see
For many years i was unhappy
Wasn't happy for what i am whatever i may be
It just wasn't good enough.. good enough for me
My friends have been there, helped me through
My family has to, they suffered the most
Especially after my overdose
I was stupid, confused, mentally abused
I'm over it now
But still not sure how to love myself for who i am
If anything i am scared, scared of growing up, of being here, of dying
Sometimes I'm low, sometimes people say its attention seeking.. they don't know me
I don't think i know me, not the real me
How do you live with that?
Hating your own father, but loving him as well
I need someone to hold on to, sometimes i think I'm fading away
I'm turning into someone i think i could hate even more
So this is me open for all to see
Do you see? do you see me?
