And it hurts so bad inside

And it hurts so bad inside
I want to run and hide
from promises to lies
I cant count the times I've cried
is this anger is this pain
many emotions I can't explain

the path I took
the painful look
why did I fall for it
our hands were a perfect fit
was it all a lie
did you mean for it to die
maybe everything has a story
nothing is supposed be as it seems
I can't explain what we had
I just wanted the love so bad

and it hurts so bad inside
I want to run and hide
from promises to lies
I can't count the times I've cried
is this anger is this pain
many emotions I can't explain

I feel like I was betrayed
that this love was made
not by me not by you
and there was nothing that we could do
our past is something to be told
nothing to hold
love is supposed to be special
now I don't want it to be memorable
nobody to blame but me
blinded and let it be

and it hurts so bad inside
I want to run and hide
from promises to lies
I can't count the times I've cried
is this anger is this pain
many emotions I can't explain

now I understand that love brings pain
words you can't explain
nowhere to turn
as you twist and churn
vision gets blurry
everything you did was in a hurry
never stopped to see
that maybe we weren't meant to be,
leaving me crying
feeling like dying

and it hurts so bad inside
I want to fun and hide
from promises to lies
I can't count the times I've cried
is this anger is this pain
many emotions I can't explain