The way you make me feel

I feel so alone
I'm reaching out
to grab your hand
but its slipping away
the grasp i once had
becoming weaker and weaker
wanting to hate you
wanting to forget you
knowing that would be easier
but deep inside
understanding i could never forget
your my first love
nothing can change that
no matter how mad
i want to be
at the end of the day
its your name I'm calling
wanting to be with you
holding you through the night
not knowing if its right
feeling trapped
and only you
could set me free
but i cant help
but think
could it really work
or should we stay friends