Why does it have to be
like this
so much at once
its so hard to handle
not knowing what to do
a feeling of nothing
only wanting to cry
and not even knowing why
it gets so hard sometimes
only wanting to take my life
knowing it would be easier
feeling just way to much
no one can help me
theres no one by my side
wishing i could smile
wanting to be happy
its a struggle everyday
hiding this inside
the outsides so much different
then what's really hid inside
wanting to explode
just letting it all out
why cant i do that
i need to share
my thoughts and feelings
sometimes its just to hard
