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The tears just hang on
with no where to go
I never felt this way before
never felt this low
I look at you and wonder
Do you love me for who I am.
Or do you just stick around with me because u feel bad
Because I really dont understand
My smiles have turned to tears
My laughter have turn to crys
All of this because
Of what I heard you say tonight
All I wanted was to be something
But I guess that's not what you want
All I have to say is
I'm 10 people, I'm only one
I can't stand being around you
And feeling all of this tense
Why can't you just be straight up with me?
Because this is not making sense
Everyday I see the madness in your eyes
But your patience is to be shown
And everyday I try to act like this is normal
But you act like I'm not known
I feel so hated,
Not even that
Hate isn't the word
What I really feel is......
I feel very HURT.

**Hey I know this poem doesn't make sense, but it does to me.. Comments and votes will be very much Appreciated! : ) **