Why am i still here?

by ~*×FaÐ3D‡‡M€mØ®Ïê§×*~   Dec 11, 2005


Today i asked myself,
why am i still here?
I'm sick of all b u l l s h i t,
I'm sick of all the fear,

I'm sick of all the lies,
I'm sick of all the pain,
I'm sick of all the hurt,
I'm sick of all the blame,

I'm sick of all the broken promises,
and all the broken trust,
i sit in the corner crying,
and I'm starting to collect dust!

I'm dying really slowly,
but i must like the pain,
because i haven't ended this life,
its still the f u c k i n g same!!

or maybe I'm just fighting,
for the chance to be in love,
or maybe I'm to scared to go,
to the man above,

or maybe I'm trying to be strong,
for everyone else around,
by keeping this smile,
and my feet on the ground,

whatever it is,
its got me so unclear,
and i don't think anyone,
even wants me here,

but I'm staying for a reason,
i don't f u c k i n g no,
maybe i like this pain,
thats killing me so slow...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jenni Marie

    Wow!
    My favourite of yours so far, I loved everything about this.
    I really liked the last stanza, it was really powerful.
    You have a lot of talent.

  • 18 years ago

    by goddess-glamourpuss

    Don't mince your words sweetie!!!
    You sure know how to make your feelings clear.
    I really liked this one as maybe I can identify with it but still it has great power and depth.
    Keep it up :)

  • 18 years ago

    by Rhonda

    Okay....this poem actually has me crying, you express yourself the way I wish I could I loved that about your poems, I loved that you pour your heart into them. 5/5!

  • 18 years ago

    by lonelynow

    I really understand how you feel. but i hope you find a purpose! i found 1 eventually n it helped me (though its not a gd 1...) anyway...if you need someone to talk to my ears are always open.
    xxxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Amanda

    I like your poem because i can really relate to it. Dont give up doing your poetry as it is inspiring.

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