He's with her tonight

He's with her
As I lie in bed
Crying silently
Nothing is said

He's with her
Strolling in the park
While I'm here
Lonely and dark

Thinking of what he said
To me awhile ago
Can't help shedding another tear
Can't control its flow

"After I go
You'll surely be
One of them
I miss the least."

That's what he said
A big mistake
So this was real
While our past was fake

He's got his arm around her
While in bed I'm crying
Letting my imagination run wild
Really feel like dying

Suddenly my cell phone beeps
Message from her
She's still pretending
That shameless girl

But I believed her
I was stupid
Believed that she was home
And that nothing they did

I text him
"Are you asleep yet?"
Thought he would be home too
But I couldn't confirm that

"Don't disturb me,"
He replies
"I'm kissing with my honey."
A pack of lies

For sometime ago
He called me that
It was all lies
Half a vat

I did tell him then
Your honey is her
You called her that, not me
Cause you think she's better

He said no
Claimed to be just kidding
But it is now my heart
That he's ridding

He even promised
Not to call her that anymore
He told me
It was me he adored

So it was all fake?
So he lied?
What can I do?
Except lie down and cry?