by Hannah Dec 11, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
As the light passes by my eyes..i cant see a thing..i try to open them wider..but then i just get a gleam..latley times have been hard..and it just all been on me..i cry for nothing..but maybe it was something. i never knew what it was like.for my daddy to hold me. never knew what it was like for daddy to show me how to ride a bike. so daddy do you miss me..do you care for me? is it all the end.. i guess not. but maybe i can try to end it myself..feel the spills running down my wrist..cant possibly ruin this.. i almost start to scream..but then i see it coming all back to me..the memories of you loving me..you holding me in the air..the wind never blew in my face and if it did i didnt care. you used to always do this.. i guess it just the past..the next years or so...has all gone by so fast. never knew i could run away like this.daddy do you love me? daddy o daddy...never felt this before. the blood is down my arm never knew it could make such an alarm i always knew you would wipe it all away..but i guess it just had to past..just for today. |