I wish I would have known
right from the start
all the pain you would cause to my heart
I love you so much
I can't say goodbye
but the pain inside of me
is so much to hide
I try to forgive
I try to forget
but i just can't
I want to love you the same
and act like it didn't happen
my mind won't let me
every time we touch, every time we kiss
I think about her, well actually them
you've done it more than once
I should have left you the first time
you should have never done it
I feel like I need you
I feel like I should leave you
Why do you do this
I could never
I don't understand
What were you thinking
not only the first time, but second, even third
I don't want you to stay
all my mixed emotions
are eating me away
I want to be with you
I want to see your smile
I want you to make me laugh
I want you to hold me
I want to feel you
but most of all I think I should leave you
whenever I say or think those words
my heart says no, don't give up
it doesn't make sense to stay or to go
I wish my memory could be erased
you would be the perfect match
if only you could be true
but you aren't
I am sorry
I do love you
but I can't endure it anymore
the pain of knowing
your aren't all mine
and never were
I want to be with you
and i want to just leave you
but what would I do without you
you love me
you comfort and protect me
if only you could be true
and I could be better
we could have been a couple forever
