Loving in silence...

My eyes are hollow,
my heart stands still.
I sit here and cry
staring into bliss,
pity and misconception.
Tucked away in the depts of my mind,
it's there, hidden.
But to its existance i am not blind.
These are the words that never came out.
There are the words that refuse to speak.
Whenever you're around, these words, they hide..
I love in silence...
I should say something
But I can't,
my mind goes black.
The times i passed him,
And just kept on walking,
My mind is full with regrets.
Jaded heart,
Not broken yet,
Just worn out and tired,
Tired of being abused.
How much more can it take?
I don't know and i don't care.
My feelings my hopes my dreams,
I forsake them, cast them off,
Never to speak of them.
Never have chosen this..
Someone else takes centerstage
In your heart and thoughts
You confide in me who holds your heart
Unconciously breaking mine...