Ill be thinking of you

I hate you
You taunt me
You hate me
Why
What did I do to you I have just lived my life
I did not interfere with anything you have done
But you hate me for how I live
For how I dress
For what music I like
Because im depressed I cant help that
Id like to see how you would deal with this life
How would you handle it
Would you still reach for that blade
Drag it down your arm
Wish that you die then wake up and you are still alive
Have to face another day of this pain
Why did I die my hair
It matches my life
Black as my life
So black you cant see
Suddenly that blade looks real friendly dont it
Ill trade back now I have seen you fail
Now I hope you will remember
Remember how you felt and how good it feels to try to die
Ill see you in the funny pages ill say as I go
Ill be laughing with my last breath
Ill be thinking of you