If I had some glue

by Chelsey   Dec 11, 2005




Words are not just something you speak
But sometimes have a meaning so strong
Whether you mean it or not
It sometimes comes out wrong
Words can be offensive
We all been there and done that
This leaves some of our soft and big hearts
Narrow as can be and flat
I’m the strongest teen I know
Not once is my smile gone
But if you could allow me just one moment to cry
I feel I have been tough for to long

I have been hiding this person I really am
I try to look like an angel in people’s eyes
Heck even one of my favorite friends
Knows me as an angel in disguise
I think I shouldn’t come across that way
Because according to a lot of people I know
I’m unappreciative of everything
At least that’s what I show
If I come across that way I’m sorry
What the heck do you want me to do?
Sometimes all I want wrapped and bowed
Is a bottle of some white sticky glue

I would take that glue for just one day
Glue people’s lips together
All I want is one day of peace
This glue won’t last forever
I just want to shut them up
They don’t know it hurts me deep
They don’t know the words I pray
Or that I cry every night before I sleep
Sometimes I just wish my heart would stop
Not forever but just for a day
So I’d no longer get into trouble
Or say the rude things I say

It upsets me to know my own friends and family
Do not see that physically I do not feel well
I’m a virgin but haven’t had my menstrual in a while
I wake up with backaches that hurt like hell
I’m sorry if I may be a bit cranky
You just have to understand what I go through
And if you can’t then I’m to the point
Where I’m just going to say screw you
I will live it out though
I’ll listen to your rude words about me
Hopefully when I am feeling better
Then all of you will see

That I really do try my hardest
To live the life God wants me to live
I try to show love to everyone
And give all I can give
You have to excuse this little phase I’m going through
I’m just a teenage little girl
If I have an attitude problem right now
So does every other person in the world
Lets just be a little more understanding
And you’ll see what I’m trying to get across
Just give me some glue to shut you or I up
Until I get through my current chaos

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  • 18 years ago

    by JJ

    There is a lot of truth is this poem... truly powerful and emotional write! Chels, continue to write, stay strong, and keep smiling girl! you inspire me.

  • 18 years ago

    by Eibutsina

    I liked this piece babes it was powerful and precise and a great read. I enjoyed it because I could relate to it more than anything and am just so sorry to hear what a tough time you've been going through emotionally chels it really makes me sad to hear.

    I’m the strongest teen I know
    Not once is my smile gone

    Those are my fave lines of this piece because aside from you emotional outpour they speak the absolute truth about you and what kind of person you are and how you handle things...stay true to that babes. Dont let anyone else or the junk they have to say make you feel any differently!

  • 18 years ago

    by cindy

    It's an excellent poem. I loved it and i can understand what you are going through. 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Once an Angel

    Baby you can talk to me! You said everyone talks about their problems to you, so please unload yours on me. I love you hun! Keep trying!

    -Mikochan

  • 18 years ago

    by Kurosenpai

    It was good i really enjoyed it. continue to do the same you already know the name

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