Gotta let you go

By: Natasha

I remember well
how hard i tried to avoid your spell
it was a cold December night
it was a far from sober night
i was taken at first sight
this was much to your delight

I'd heard that you were looking for prey
hungry for a new girl everyday
you were so sly coming in
i wouldn't fight i just let you win
all of the lies upon your chin
told me exactly where you'd been

Trouble, Troublemaker
who would have thought I'd ever let someone get to me
who would have thought I'd ever give a damn
i gave to him the one thing
that i can never retrieve
i am leaving my heart bleeding in my hands

he told me all about his dreams
it was so deep or so it seemed
although I'm young
I'm not naive
i am not easy to deceive

i see the danger that lies behind your eyes
and i want to scream when your rubbing on my thighs
i know i should but i can't say no
trouble maker i got to let you go

I thought i knew him well
i thought he'd catch me if i fell
but when i fell he never came
that's when i knew this was a game

i thought because i knew that I'd won
but honey that's easier said than done
i loose my breathe when he's kissing on my neck
boy he's got me in check
but i haven't lost yet